The Obligatory Election Results Post

Despite the title of this post, I do have something sincere to say.

Oh well.

Let me tell you how I felt when I heard the news this morning.
I was disappointed, perhaps even stubbornly surprised, and surprised that I was surprised. I had felt a certain hope that somehow McCain would pull it off, although I knew it was a long shot. My immediate reaction was this: brace yourself. I feel a lot like I believe my friend Theric does about Obama. I think he’s opportunistic and, with a supportive congress, potentially dangerous. I was frightened by his statement about judges who adjudicate from personal convictions more than statute. I can’t say that I trust him to take care of our national interest abroad. I also worry about his social and economic policies. To be brutally honest, I’m not even sure he has America’s best interests at heart. Although not all his stated ideas are bad, who knows what he will actually do? In short, there’s not really anything about him as a President-elect that I’m very comfortable with.

Of course, I wasn’t in love with McCain either (economic naivety, constantly undermining his own positions, etc…), but I felt that he would better preserve our country and our families. I think he’s an honorable man, a loyal American, and at least he has a substantive record. That, however, is in the past, and there’s no use mourning it. I was moved by the grace with which the senator from Arizona concluded his tenacious campaign and I was grateful for the simultaneous reaction that mingled with the above described feelings: prayer. It wasn’t pathetic prayer for all of us poor folk who now have to suffer through four years of terrible leadership. It wasn’t assumptive prayer that the devastating decisions President-elect Obama and the Democratic congress are sure to make would be somehow prevented or minimized. It wasn’t faltering or bitter prayer in protest of the wickedness America demonstrated by electing such a man.

No, it was the prayer of acceptance, determination, and hope. Prayer, the first impulse of which is to importune the throne of Deity in behalf of the man we as a country have chosen to put at our head. I told the Lord that I had little or no confidence in Barack Obama, but I had every confidence in God and His ability to guide any man. I asked Him to give the new leader grace beyond his own and the wisdom to make correct choices. It came from a place I did not expect and it came without the suggestion of any other mortal. As I said, I was, and am, grateful for it. Such prayer will remain my hope as I tread with my family and the rest of the country lightly, but boldly through the years to come. I don’t know what to look forward to other than more difficulty than ever in supporting my family and rising above the transient cares of the world to accomplish something heavenly.

Even so, I have an anchor to my soul.

If God’s will was not a factor in this election, the will of the American people was, and I trust the American people. I feel that they may have been hoodwinked, to an extent, by a charismatic politician who has little to offer other than charisma and good public speaking. I think they may have gotten their priorities out of order in an election with so many implications. But when it comes to the issues, Americans still largely choose the right. The apparent impending victory of Proposition 8, in which I take comfort, is evidence of that.

I’m not going to join with the wailers and mourners who declare the end of times as a direct result of Mr. Obama’s presidency. I’m going to press forward with hope for a better future made for myself and my own as a result of our personal exercise of the principles of freedom and agency. And I’m going to pray that our soon-to-be new president – for he is all of ours, whether we like it or not – will be given the respect he deserves, the counsel he lacks, and the grace he, and anyone in his position, so desperately needs.

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~ by afigueira on November 19, 2008.

4 Responses to “The Obligatory Election Results Post”

  1. Adam,

    Howdy. Sorry I’ve been a stranger the last couple months. You’ve posted some great stuff (on both of your blogs); I’ve read all of it; but I just haven’t commented. I’ve intentionally taken a back seat: I’ve been consuming only, not contributing or producing. Because somehow, during the last 8 weeks, I lost my motivation for blogging. Again. I’m trying to find it, regain it, or recreate it. But, so far, no luck. I’m realizing I might just be too mercurial for the blogging world. After all, I’ve burned through 3 blogs in 5 months! Fickle, fickle, fickle. So if you have any advice on how to stay grounded, please pass it along.

    OK, onto this post: it’s awesome. Although it seems that I don’t share most or your political tenets or sentiments regarding Obama (yes, I actually voted for him), I appreciate your humble response. Your approach shows a bigness of spirit and a “liberalness” (sorry, I couldn’t resist the pun–choose another word if you’d like) of mind that is so lacking among so many people today (in America and in the Church). In my opinion, your response is exemplary. And not just for political matters, but for any matter in which “our will” (whatever we desire) doesn’t match the new reality. If we could all respond with such grace as you have, instead of reluctance or bitterness, we’d surely be a happier, more productive, and more blessed people than we now are. Your prayer, similar to McCain’s election-night speech, seemed (to me) to be a great step towards unity. Not ideological unity, but rather a common-good unity. If McCain would’ve won, I can only hope that I would’ve responded as awesomely you did. Thanks, Adam.

  2. Tyler!

    Good to see you again! You have been missed – especially since you were nearly the only regular commenter I had and I looked forward to commenting on your posts. That’s not a guilt trip. I totally understand your struggle.

    I didn’t realize I had mandatory comment moderation turned on or your comment would have shown up sooner. Sorry about that. It’s fixed. I don’t know if you saw this post on this blog’s former home, but if so, you may have read the somewhat different response I got there. Oh well. I think he just didn’t understand me. At least you proved to me that we can be on different sides of the aisle and still understand and appreciate one another. That seems a very, very rare condition these days. I appreciate you not reading into my comments any Obama-bashing, because it wasn’t there.

    I also appreciate your kind words. Regarding politics, I suspect that we have a lot of common ground on issues, if not on presidential candidates. I think we’ve shown ourselves like-minded enough in the past that we have to come to the same conclusions on some things eventually. :)

    Regarding blogging, I’ve had the same struggle. In fact, there’s rarely a day when I don’t have it to some extent. At first, blogging was exciting and creative for me. Then it started to feel obligatory, which made it much, much harder. I fell prey to the idea that I had to post something even when I had nothing to say. When I realized that I didn’t, I found it easier to say more things sincerely. I don’t know what will motivate you to keep going, but you have at least one reader who waits with anxious patience for any word you may offer. All I can do is tell you why I blog. There are a few reasons. Sorry if this is a really long response:

    1. I blog because it gives me a reason to productively craft my feelings and ideas and let them out responsibly – rather than just senseless venting. I realize that senseless venting is something you get a lot of in the blogosphere, but I think it’s damaging to the soul. If I’m going to put my words out there, knowing that others will read them – if I’m going to bare my soul – then I’m going to do it constructively. I’m going to use it to build myself and, hopefully, others.

    2. I blog for social interaction. I work a lot and not usually in a capacity where I get to interact with a lot of people. I almost never get to make social visits and no one visits me. My wife and I rarely get a date, although we spend quality time with the kids (for which I’m grateful), and I can’t remember how long it’s been since I just “hung out” with friends. In other words, pathetic as it may seem, I thrive on the conversations that blogging provides. Because I can do it at work, it fills a void that might give me trouble otherwise.

    3. I blog for my salvation. You may have read my post on being judged by those things that are written. If not, the essence of it is that I think when the Bible says we are judged by the “books,” it may have reference to the things we record about ourselves. The book of life is only one book mentioned in that passage, and most of the scriptures come from letters and journals – in other words, from informal to semi-formal writings. If this is the case, I want my better qualities, my aspirations, and the self I strive to be to be well represented in writing.

    4. I blog for personal growth. I learn a lot from the act of writing and from reading and interacting with others. I learn new ideas as well as gain insights into a wide variety of things. Blogging gives me a chance to explore these ideas and insights and decide how best to apply them.

    5. I blog for creativity. I’ve said before that I think creation may encompass our entire purpose in life. Blogging gives me a creative outlet that does me immense good – it teaches me how to create with charity and moral purpose. Also with thought and appropriate care. I think I’m getting better at it, although I stumble at times. But that’s part of why it’s so good. People can be very forgiving on a blog, if the tone is set correctly. And you always have the chance to apologize in a non-threatening way.

    6. I blog for people. This is almost the same as reason number 2. Blogging is more than a cathartic exercise for me. I really enjoy the relationships that I develop online, including our interactions. I like being able to choose my words carefully. Strange as it may seem, I think about you and the others I interact with personally just about every day. I have to say that of all things, I think it’s the people that keep me coming back.

    I don’t want you to think blogging is my life, or that I’m dependent on it. Far from. But I have chosen to do it and these reasons have developed since making that choice. Now I find it fulfilling because of them. I hope this helps.

  3. Adam,

    First, yes, I did read that comment by the peeved fellow over at your other blog. And I concur with you: he didn’t understand you. As with all things in life, it’s not just the content that relays the message: it’s the content fit within the context. He lacked an understanding of your context (and, unfortunately, missed many of the blatant cues in your post that were trying to clue people into it). Oh, well. Such is life in the blogosphere, sometimes, right?

    Second, it’s comforting to know that my struggle isn’t singular. I was starting to think my pain-of-mind over blogging was unique–maybe even pathological. But you’ve helped to normalize my experience. And I appreciate that. (That, alone, builds my faith a little more in the function of blogging.) Also, thanks for bringing out the word I’ve been looking for but haven’t been able to articulate: “obligatory.” That’s it! That’s what I’ve felt; that’s why I’ve been hiding. Although I’m grateful for the many obligations I do have (and I wouldn’t give any of them up), I don’t necessarily want another right now. I’ve got enough to keep my mind in gear. So as soon as I can shake that feeling, I’ll probably get back to it.

    Shake, shake, shake…

    Third, your rationales (6 reasons) for blogging were articulated beautifully. And yes, they do help! A lot. (And no, I don’t think blogging is your life, either!) I’m going to spend some time thinking about them and trying them on. Some of them already fit well, while others I’ve yet to wear. We’ll see what happens.

    Lastly, happy Thanksgiving! I hope you and your family have an enjoyable holiday together. Take care.

  4. Thanks, Ty. Best blessings for you and your family today. Happy Thanksgiving.

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